Nepali Song

(My first attempt)


Hawa siri riri ur cha

Mero maya urai laijao

Pani simsim tim tim parcha

Bhagai laijao mero maya

Timro yada sadai aucha

Yada ma nai dubi ranchu

Dara pari timi bas chou

Laijao malai tara sangai

Raat pare chand her chu

Chand ma ni timi dekh chu

Mayalu mero bhuje deyou

Mutu mero timra nai ho

My God is Slowly Dying

It pains me to write anymore, it pains because I have so much to say.

I am jobless
I am homeless (well I live in as an au pair)
I am peniless
I am far away from home and in so many ways I am loveless.

I am sinking into depression by the passing day, it haunts me like a ghost and gags me by my throat, I let out muffled sobs and I no longer know why I cry. I am becoming sick, sick of being directionless. Everyday I try to wake up to a new beautiful dawn but well troubles never leave me alone.

I am trying to sort things out, I really am. Believe in me this one last time, I just need a little more time. I too want to begin the new year fresh, like a snake that shed its skin.

Don't push me too far, I might just jump over the edge.

I am only human, a 23 year old young girl trying to get her foothold in a distant lonely land. No streets are not made of gold here, yes they may be old but certainly not gold! It is not easy, it is not as glamorous as it sounds, infact it is difficult.

And what Santa comes on a sledge during Christmas? Really?

My God is slowly dying.

But I won't give up; God can die and so can the devil but till I live I will fight the battle.

The Fellowship

The fellowship has begun but where is my ring?

Stars of destiny shield not my light,

but change my night

forever.


I believe in dreams.

Let me sleep a little more.

And when I am awake

let it be a new day

fresh and crisp.

(Watching modern art in Spain on BBC iplayer. What a treat.)
 

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